It simply means I’ve chosen to respect myself.  And, all of a sudden, like this whole journey has gone, the thing I feel so strongly about one day, disappears the next day.  Then I feel strongly about another thing.  It’s quite a relief to not feel so hurt and so hateful.  Those things are still there, but they’re a “light” version — a “low fat” version, and therefore, not capable of getting to me like the full strength stuff.  I’m feeling the full strength of Confidence.  Self-respect.  Hope.  Ahhh….