It simply means I’ve chosen to respect myself. And, all of a sudden, like this whole journey has gone, the thing I feel so strongly about one day, disappears the next day. Then I feel strongly about another thing. It’s quite a relief to not feel so hurt and so hateful. Those things are still there, but they’re a “light” version — a “low fat” version, and therefore, not capable of getting to me like the full strength stuff. I’m feeling the full strength of Confidence. Self-respect. Hope. Ahhh….