Four things to do before hatching a new game plan. And one thing not to do.

  1. Baseball game with my brother and niece visiting from out of state
  2. My daughter (Freshman year done – 3.8 GPA) comes home from college Sunday
  3. Tuesday I see my lawyer
  4. Wednesday I see my shrink

Who needs more than four things to do?

It’s not enough to stop the chaos in my head, though.

And even though it’s so deafening in here with voices telling me what a stupid move I made, what an asshole he is, and what an awful mother she is…

I can’t.

 

Initiate communicate with them.

Ever.

Again.

If I want to get out of this alive.  I like that expression I’ve seen around, paraphrased, is, “So far my success at surviving my worst days is 100%”

 

 

 

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One thought on “Four things to do before hatching a new game plan. And one thing not to do.

  1. We only connected recently and I am (very) slowly forming a picture of what you are going through. And I feel for you. I know you may not be able to understand this at the moment you are in, but one of my mantras in life is “This too shall pass”. Nothing is permanent. Things get better. We get better. Pain goes away and we heal. I hope you know that somewhere deep down.

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